hmmm lets think.... well ive gone by many names in so many rpgs..... so many characters passing through my mind..... i wonder how many of their stories ive ever written down or even remember for that matter.... its sad really.... each of those characters held a distinct part of my personality... most of them overlapping too. ah well, i guess the longest lasting character has been B-Prime, also known as Xess MacLeod. My alternate persona for the game [link] in its many forms. Xess started out as a purely psychotic BM lookalike with a pet rock, to something altogether completely unexpected... a coherent psycher with the ability to interface directly with machines, and also with an uncanny mastery of the art of ship design. Those who know me from the game know my ability to play with reality well enough, so is it at all surprising that the reason I am able to create such masterpieces of distruction at will is because part of the game lives inside of me? do any of you really think that Xess MacLeod is so different from me? hahahaha i didnt think you did.... Those of you that know me outside of the game have probably recognised that i project myself into my characters a lot... as im sure we all do.

So Xess MacLeod, Matthew Robinson, B-Prime........different names.... but they are all the same really... different faces of one being....... Xess and Myself are probably fairly equal in essence.... so really it is only two faces.... B-Prime and Xess.
one representing man's more primal instincts, the other man's mastery of the world around him and inside of him... one cannot live without the other , so is it surprising that the black mage inside of me pops out every so often to cause a little havoc? not really...

i should be a philosophy student, not a commerce junkie...

the moral of the story?... well.... no real moral really just aimless ponderings.... the point tho... you know you want to cast that Level 9 Hadoken.... even if it takes a day before you can do it again.... overkill is better than no kill.

hmm... maybe ill use this medium to start a story for the reload origins of B Primal... FYI the name was no mistake, prime denotes the first facet of my being.... ergo the B Prime would be my primal / primitive self.... who knew it would be a small dude with a big flame and not a 7 ft viking? hehe maybe he is and youre just looking at him wrong...